Big Break?

Well things have been interesting to say the least. I have had a atypical week. I can at least say that much. On Tuesday I went to the second interview for a Job that is pretty much my dream job. I thin it went well I had two people talked to me, and I looked great in my suit. I could fit in it again, and looked really good in it if I do say so myself. Well after the interview I was told to give them a call back, and they would tell me how to progress. I then later that day revived an e-mail that asked me to fill out information in regards to a background check. I have nothing to worry about since I have no criminal history (not even close), but I do have not so hot credit. Well I was told that it would take 3-5 days. I have not revived a rejection letter since then, but have not heard back from them. I have called them three times, and sent an e-mail. Well all I can say is that I am very anxious right now.

I'm going to guess that if I do not hear back from them on Monday this is a sign that they did send me a letter but through the real mail and not the fake mail. Though there is a chance that the call comes on Tuesday. I don't think I have ever wanted anything so bad in my life, and this would be the biggest break I have ever had. I'm not going to lie if I get a rejection letter it would suck. They say don't get your hopes up to much, but I have. It is just such a game changer if I get this I will finally be back in the game, and progressing my social and professional life much further. However I gave it my best shot, and really did go all out. Better to try, and fail then to have never tried at all.

On the issue of weight I am doing well I will weigh myself tomorrow. I was 210 last time I looked getting close to being under 200's I feel better than I have in a very long time. Though I am still sore from some of the things I did on Friday. Yes Friday. It's like they say no Pain no Gain. Well at lest all the Roid Duche bags say that, but it is true. If your feeling it the next morning you did a good job.

Anthony C.

Big Week

I have not written in a while, but I am going to do so now. It is Sunday, and I got back a bit ago. I went to the park with some friends, and we had a great time. I am starting to really like it in Palm Coast there are great people here. Some people may think that there is nothing to do here, but I find that I have things to do more often than not, and Orlando, Tampa, and Daytona are not very far away.

With that being said Tuesday is the most important day of my professional career. I have the biggest interview of my life, and if I get this job I will have fully recovered from the shit storm that was my break up. Tuesday is do or die, and I plan on doing. Like I said in an earlier post things have been building to a crescendo, and my comeback will be that much closer to complete. Tuesday will be a win big or go home moment so I better bring my game, and win. If I do get this job it will present challenges with my weight loss. Working a "nine to five" job changes the whole ball game when it comes to working out, and I am worried that I will gain all my weight back if I get this job.

I can not and will not allow that to happen. By the end of this year I want to have a job in a field I want to be in like this one, and be at my goal weight. There is nothing more important to me than that, and I am going to claw and fight my way to it. I've been knocked down many times in my recent life, but as Rocky Balboa said life is not about how many times you get knocked down. It is about how many times you get back up. I keep getting up, and this time I am going for a knock out.