Big Break?

Well things have been interesting to say the least. I have had a atypical week. I can at least say that much. On Tuesday I went to the second interview for a Job that is pretty much my dream job. I thin it went well I had two people talked to me, and I looked great in my suit. I could fit in it again, and looked really good in it if I do say so myself. Well after the interview I was told to give them a call back, and they would tell me how to progress. I then later that day revived an e-mail that asked me to fill out information in regards to a background check. I have nothing to worry about since I have no criminal history (not even close), but I do have not so hot credit. Well I was told that it would take 3-5 days. I have not revived a rejection letter since then, but have not heard back from them. I have called them three times, and sent an e-mail. Well all I can say is that I am very anxious right now.

I'm going to guess that if I do not hear back from them on Monday this is a sign that they did send me a letter but through the real mail and not the fake mail. Though there is a chance that the call comes on Tuesday. I don't think I have ever wanted anything so bad in my life, and this would be the biggest break I have ever had. I'm not going to lie if I get a rejection letter it would suck. They say don't get your hopes up to much, but I have. It is just such a game changer if I get this I will finally be back in the game, and progressing my social and professional life much further. However I gave it my best shot, and really did go all out. Better to try, and fail then to have never tried at all.

On the issue of weight I am doing well I will weigh myself tomorrow. I was 210 last time I looked getting close to being under 200's I feel better than I have in a very long time. Though I am still sore from some of the things I did on Friday. Yes Friday. It's like they say no Pain no Gain. Well at lest all the Roid Duche bags say that, but it is true. If your feeling it the next morning you did a good job.

Anthony C.